Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 188
We stopped off at Kat’s on the way home so she could email it through to Alpha Jason and not even halfway home she got a confirmation email that she had a court date scheduled for Wednesday at 1:15 PM. We stayed for coffee and to check the kids. Mateo wanted Ezra to run me back but Ezra insisted he was to stay with Kat at all times. Mateo didn’t seem to pick up the edge in his voice or the way he looked at Kat when he said it, but it was like they were hiding something from Mateo. I was excited to head home. The day had been a long one and Kat gave me a copy of the petition to show Andrei when I got home.
“So what happens next does anyone know?” I ask them.
“We attend the court date, like Jason said there’s no reason for anyone to dispute it, there are enough signatures” Mateo answers.
“Then another court date will be set to apply for Jonah back, hopefully though Dominic will see it is inevitable and just hand him back” Kat says and I pray that is what happens. 5 days and I could have Jonah back home where he belongs. We continued to drive for another twenty minutes before pulling up. Everyone was already celebrating for the initiation that happened today for Nora’s siblings and I felt guilty I missed it but I knew they would understand, they were just as eager to get Jonah back as well.
As soon as the car stopped Andrei was ripping the door open and fumbling with my seatbelt and pulling me from the car with a growl.
“Yes, yes I missed you too” I tell him as he crushes me against his chest and I try to push him away. He growls before I give up burying my face in his chest, his growl changing to a purr. I shake my head and roll my eyes at his affection.
“How did it go?” He asks. I mumble against his bare chest where I was being smothered.
“Huh?” He asks, pulling away.
“I said I would tell you if I wasn’t being smothered” He lips tug slightly and he lets me go.
“Sorry you stink of Mateo, ” He says.
“I don’t stink?” Mateo says before sniffing himself.
“To me you do, you smell like my sister, not a scent I find attractive” Andrei says.
‘I don’t mind smelling like your sister, plan on rubbing my essence all over her when I get home”
Mateo says, wiggling his eyebrows at Kat. Kat slaps his chest and Mateo grunts at the impact. “ Don’t be rude” She snaps at him.
“What? I was being honest” He chuckles “going to hit that so h” Her hands clamp over his mouth.
“ I will get him home, I will see you Wednesday” Kat says with a smile on her lips as she winds up the window. I could hear her scolding Mateo as they drove off for his foul language in front of her brother.
“Are you leaving again?” Andrei asks, looking down at me as he pulls me inside the house. I reach into my back pocket pulling out the folded petition and handing it to him. He unfolds it, his hands shaking.
“It got signed, ” He asks, his voice shaking as he tries to open the paper without tearing it. I take it from him and open it before holding it to open to show him and he glances at it before snatching it from my grip.
“We need a minimum 94 signatures, we got 97″ I whisper to him when he suddenly falls on his bottom on the floor. “Andrei” I shriek, clutching at his arm to try to pull up. Did he faint? I wondered when he pulled me in his lap and buried his face in my shoulder.
“We can get him back” His words hitching and shaking as he choked with emotion.
“We can get him back, Wednesday we have the laws changed and we file for custody. Jason will push the hearing through for us hopefully the next day” I tell him.
“Jason, you are on a first name basis with him now?” Andrei chuckles and I shrug. “His Wife Larni is lovely, they all were, especially Terra” I tell him.
“Yes, she is nice. My mother used to be bestfriends with Terra’s mother before they both passed away” Andrei says, pulling back. He looks at the piece of the paper again.
“We get our boy back” He says, resting his head back against the wall.
“Soon” I tell him, I smile excitedly before leaning down and pecking his lips. Pulling away, I go to push off his shoulders and hop off him when he pulls me down on him, his lips crashing against mine hungrily. His tongue invaded my mouth as he devoured my lips. I moan into his mouth and a deep purr vibrates out his chest as his fingers tangle in my hair pulling me closer.
My fingers dig into his shoulders and he nibbles on my lip as his mouth moves to the side of my mouth letting me suck in much needed air as he nips and sucks at my skin, his hot mouth devouring my flesh when I hear fabric tearing.
The front of my shirt reduced to scraps of cloth hanging off me as his mouth moved to my breasts. I suck in a breath when I feel his claws break my skin as he tore the front of my bra open before his mouth was licking where he nicked me.
Arousal floods me, and I don’t ever think I will ever get used to the foreign feeling only Andrei could induce. My breathing becomes harsher, his grip tighter when he suddenly pushes off the ground with his hand. A panicked noise escapes me as I fall backwards before grabbing his shoulders and wrapping my legs around his waist to stop from falling backwards and smacking the hard ground. Andrei chuckles.
“I won’t drop you” He mumbles against my lips before turning toward the stairs when I hear the door open. Andrei curses under his breath.
“Just a sec dad” Andrei calls out and I drop my face on his shoulder to shield my face and my embarrassment when Derrick walks in.
“Oh crap, sorry. I will stay at Malik’s, carry on” He says blurts out before turning and walking out.
“No, we aren’t” The door clicks shut before Andrei could finish.
“I will never be able to look your father in the eye again” I mutter with a laugh.
“F*ck, I forgot he was here” Andrei curses before stomping up the steps. He places me on the top letting me slide down. I clutch what’s left of my shirt before giving up knowing it was covering nothing anyway.
“I liked that one,” I tell him.
“I will get you another one, go shower I will go find my father” He laughs, shaking his head.
“Maybe he could stay at Malik’s” I whisper as he turns around to head out of the packhouse. Andrei stops on the stairs, his hand clutching the bannister as he looks back at me. Shame washes over me. Shit why did I say that? I was always careful with my words not to get his hopes up because we both knew it never went there.
“It’s fine, nevermind” I tell him, darting off toward the bathroom.
“Why are you running from him?” Sierra growls at me, clearly annoyed.
“Because I just made an idiot of myself” I tell her, turning the shower on. I hear the front door open and close and let out a breath.
“For wanting your mate, hardly” She snaps. We hardly spoke anymore and I know it’s because she wanted to complete the bond. The bond was complete but she insists it would be stronger if we mated, yet I never could and Andrei never pushed me for more, though I was more comfortable touching him now.
“Please don’t start”
“We are supposed to Mate Sage, Donnie and I aren’t bonded until you do, you and Andrei are connected, we aren’t. Never in all of my lives has being mated been this hard” She says.
“Huh? Lives? Sorry don’t know what life you’re living but last I checked I only had one, we are not cats” I tell her.
“Yeah, you have one. Forget it” She says, stalking off into the depths of my mind and blocking me out like she usually does.
I had to wash my hair twice to get the hairspray out that helped hold my braid together, grabbing the conditioner. I reached out the shower screen and over to the sink basin for my hairbrush when Andrei passes it to me.
“Thanks ” I tell him, running the brush through the lengths to get the tangles out. Andrei undresses and steps in behind me.
My cheeks are flaming but he says nothing about what I said earlier. I rinse my hair out when I feel his hand run over my stomach making my eyes snap open. His other hand cupping my breast and squeezing it when I feel his lips move up my neck before he pushes me out of the water spray, his chest pressed flush against my back.
He kisses behind my ear, the hand on my breast moves and flips my hair over my shoulder giving him better access to my mark before his hand goes to my chin and turns my face up to his. He dips his head over my shoulder, his hand on my stomach pulling me closer as his lips capture mine.
My breath hiccups when his hand moves between my thighs cupping my pussy making me moan into his mouth, my earlier embarrassment gone and it was only Andrei, my mate, he is mine.
Andrei presses his erection against me, my body instantly reacting to him and I push back against him. He pulls away letting out a breath before kissing my shoulder. His fingers brush over my slit, his finger parting my lips before prodding at my entrance when he stops. His breathing heavy next to my ear and I knew he was waiting for permission, he always does.
I press back against him. His lips go to my neck and he sucks on my mark, tingles spreading everywhere as his tongue runs over it before he shoves his finger inside me. I groan at the feel of him pushing against my walls as he slowly slides it out before adding another. A breathy moan escapes me as he works his fingers into me. My walls clamp around his digits as he builds up friction and I lean against him, my legs going weak but I wanted more, wanted him even though the thought petrified me.
My own body betraying me as desire coursed through me, It felt wrong to want something when that very thing destroyed me. “We can stop”
Andrie says despite his erection pressing against me. But I didn’t want him to stop, but I did. Fear, pain, shame, smashed and battered me yet Andrei never made me feel any of those things.
I turn in his arms, his fingers leaving me before I look up at him. He watched me with concern like he pushed me too far. I reach up on my tippy toes and wrap my arms around his neck. He leans down letting me kiss him, his hands gentle on my hips as I press closer to him before pulling away slightly.
“I want to” I tell him and I feel Sierra pressing calm over me, but also not forcing me, she never did though I could tell she wanted to force control but that was one thing I knew she wouldn’t do.
“Sierra?” Andrei asks. I shake my head.
“No, I want to Andrei, it’s not Sierra pushing me to” I tell him and he grips my face staring at me intently.
“I can feel her forward,” He growls, letting me go and shutting the water off. He always stopped if she was forward because he was worried she was taking my choice.
Andrei hops out grabbing a towel and wrapping it around himself. I hop out of the shower grabbing my own as he walks into the bedroom.
“Command me to answer, command Sierra to back off” I tell him when I feel his doubt hit me. He stops and I nearly walk into the back of him. Sierra never pushed me but her influence has forced me to freak out before because I couldn’t recognise my own limits with her urges.
Andrei turns around looking down at me. “You know I don’t like doing that to you, Sage” He says and I step around him drying myself. Andrei watches me for a second.
“If it’s not Sierra, why did you run?” he asks and my cheeks flush.
“I was embarrassed,” I tell him. “Of what?”
“Of wanting you when I usually shove you away” I tell him before sitting on the edge of bed. Why was I so f*cked up? Now even Andrei doubts my words, I think to myself when he grips my face forcing me to look at him.
“Sierra recede” He commands and my eyes flicker before I feel her shoved completely out where I can’t reach her. Andrei lets out a breath feeling her leave.
“Do you want this, answer me” He commands and I see him swallow nervously.
“Yes, yes I want you Andrei” I breathe before relaxing when I hear my own answer. Though I knew it wasn’t Sierra, the fact Andrei was doubting my answer did make me doubt my own thoughts at times and Sierra’s influence over me.
Andrei growls, his eyes flick onyx before returning to their normal color. His grip on my face tightens before his lips smash against mine in
a bruising kiss that makes me gasp. His tongue delving between my lips yet his hands remained gentle as he wrapped his arm around my waist hauling me to the centre of the bed with him. His chest is warm against mine as he pressed himself between my legs, his heart beating against mine calmly despite the torn feeling swirling inside him. I wrap my legs around his waist tugging him closer wanting to make the doubt in him vanish as I kiss him back with just as much hunger.
“Let Sierra go” I mumble against his lips and he pulls away.
“So she can sense Donnie,” I tell him. “I don’t like the idea of that Sage”
“Please” I whisper and he looks away before he sighs and nods before I feel his aura rush over me making me shiver.
“Sierra return” He growls and I feel the veil lift granting her access to the front of my mind. I tug Andrei back to me and kiss him but he pulls away his aura rushing over me again.
“You don’t force her” Andrei tells her before I feel my eyes bleed black to my wolf.
“Never” Sierra purrs at him before she gives me back control. Andrei relaxes before dropping the command, his aura slipping away as he stares down at me. I lift up slightly and kiss him, his caution slipping away as he kisses me back, his weight pressing down on me and one of his hands grips my hip pushing it higher up his waist as he presses his erection me, his hardened length running through my slick folds and hitting my clit making me moan into his mouth which he quickly swallowed as kissed me harder. My heart beat erratically in my chest but not out of fear just out of realization of what we were doing.
I roll my hips against him, liking the friction it caused against his heated flesh, everything felt heightened, and alive and some dead part of me awakened knowing he would never hurt me and it was myself that trapped me in the confines of a past that was no longer my future, smashing through a barrier I placed to protect myself. Andrei groans as my arousal coats him but he doesn’t move. Instead letting me move against him, as his lips drove me crazy as his open mouth devoured the skin of my neck, his hot mouth moving lower as he dipped his face, taking my hardened nipple in his mouth. My back arches a whimpered moan leaving my lips as he flicks his tongue over it.
His hips move slowly before I feel the tip of him press against my core and my breathing hitches, my body’s natural reaction kicking in despite wanting this, my body anticipating pain making my eyes clenched shut.
“Open them, you are safe with me” Andrei says,
his lips pressing against the corner of my mouth.
“Open your eyes Sage” Andrei repeats and I force m y eyes open to see his hypnotic penetrating gaze watching me. He presses his forehead against mine.
“Right here with you, always with you” He whispers, grabbing my hand and placing it in the centre of his chest so I could feel the steady rhythm of his heart beating against my palm, his arm moves back to the side of my face. I nod sparks igniting all over me and calm washes over me in waves.
I turn my face up, capturing his lips and I move hips against him, my heart falling in beat with the rhythm of his under my palm. Andrei pushes against me kissing me harder, his tongue playing with mine when I feel his aroused flesh stretching me as he thrusts into me, no pain just stretching and a sense of feeling full, no violence just his hand running up my thigh and gentle lips moving against mine. My walls clench around him and he groans into my mouth before pulling out slowly and pushing in again.
I roll my hips against him, getting used to the feeling of me stretching around him as he slowly moved against me. My hips meeting his gentle movements while his lips moved down my jaw to m y mark, he runs his tongue over it making my walls flutter around him and my hips buck as arousal floods me, coating his length in my juices as he moves a little faster.
Friction builds up and I felt myself reacting and wanting to chase the feeling, find where it ended as I moved my hips wanting him to go faster. He growls as my heels dig into him, my nails digging into his hip while the other grips his hair pulling him closer. He nips at my neck, his canines grazing and teasing my skin making my breathing heavier and my skin heats up, warmth flooding me.
Andrei purrs, thrusting in harder but not picking up pace and I growl at him needing him to move faster when he suddenly rolls, pulling me on top of him. His cock still buried deep within my walls. He moves so he is leaning against the headboard with me straddling him.
“You’re in control” He whispers, pressing his lips against mine, my hands go to his shoulders.
Andrei’s hands move to my hips, rocking me against him and I inhale nervousness sweeping over me as he gently shows me how to move and I roll my hips against copying the movements, his hands fall away letting me move at my own pace.
I roll my hips against him when I feel him grip m y wrists, placing my hands on the headboard above his head and I grip it moving faster.
“That’s it love ” he says before his mouth wraps around my nipple while his fingers rolled the other. My body moves and clenches as I move quicker finding my own rhythm and I become lost in the feeling building within my stomach, sparks dancing along my skin as it heats the faster I move. Euphoria ran through my veins as I writhed above him, his hands trailing down my sides, his mouth on my heated flesh when I felt him grip my hips before thrusting up into me, making me gasp as he met my movements making me moan.
The sound is dirty and guttural as flesh slapped flesh. The room filling with the heady exotic scents of my arousal and s*x. His hand goes to move away but I pull it back wanting him to impale me on him as my stomach tightens, my muscles tensing as I climb higher to the precipice, my head falling back as he slammed me down on him. Andrei leans forward clutching me to me as I ride the high of my pleasure building before I feel my walls clamp down on him. He purrs loudly and the vibration sends me plummeting over the edge making me cry out as my walls grip him, pulsating and my orgasm ripples through me leaving me breathless. I feel my canines lengthen his scent washing over me and I sink them into his neck as I fall into pleasurable bliss. My entire body feels heavy when I feel Andrei groan, his teeth biting into my mark making me clench tighter around him, milking his cock as he comes deep within my walls, spilling his hot seed into me leaving me breathless as I collapse against him.
“ I love you” I whisper against his neck and he chuckles turning his face toward mine.
“I love you too” He says, pecking my lips before moving and rolling me onto my back. I felt heavy and relaxed, sleep wanting to take me as he pulled out of me. Andrei tucks me against his body.
Goosebumps rose on my skin as the high started to recede and my temperature started dropping. Andrei tugs the blankets up before wrapping his arms around me and I melt against him letting my eyes fall as sleep takes me.
I fell into a dreamless sleep, sleeping heavily when I felt the bed move and I could vaguely hear the sound of a phone ringing in the distance. The bed dips as Andrei gets up leaving the bed. His voice husky as he answered his phone yet I didn’t want to wake yet.
“Hello” I hear Andrei say as I started to drift off again. Andrei growls loudly making my body jolt and react at the pure rage behind the noise. My eyes snapping open as I try to figure out what’s going on when he grabs my face.
“I need to go, stay here” He says and I rub my eyes wondering what has angered him.
“What’s going on?” I ask, rubbing my sleep filled eyes and sitting up.
“Jonah needs me, I am going to go get him”
“What?’ I panicked, tossing the covers back and scrambling for clothes.
“Stay here, I will be back soon” “But Jonah”
“ I will bring him home with me, I promise I will get him back to you” He says before letting go and heading for the door, a ferocious growl escapes him that echoed off the walls in his anger.
“I am going to f*cking kill him” I hear Andrei mutter as he runs down the stairs leaving me in a panicked state.